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Audiobook Review: DEV1AT3 (Lifelike #2) by Jay Kristoff

 

 

Lemon Fresh has seen better days.
After the climactic battle in Babel, she finds herself separated from Ezekiel and Cricket in the wastelands. Lemon’s abilities to manipulate electricity mark her as a deviate, and deadly corporate operatives are hunting her to use as a weapon in the war between BioMaas Incorporated and Daedelus Technologies. Instead, Lemon finds herself falling in with a group of fellow deviates—a band of teenagers with astonishing abilities, led by an enigmatic figure known as the Major, who may hold the secrets to Lemon’s past. Meanwhile, Cricket finds himself in possession of the puritanical Brotherhood, a religious cult set for a head-on collision with the Major and his band. Searching for Lemon, Ezekiel finds a strange ally in an old enemy, and uncovers a plot that may see him reunited with his beloved Ana. And inside Babel, a remade Eve hatches a plan to bring an end to the world. 
Audible Audio, Unabridged Audiobook
Published June 25th 2019 by Listening Library
Source: Publisher

 

Four stars: Another thrilling bang up adventure that will keep you on the edge of your seat. 

 

After the shocking events in Babel, the ragtag group of misfits grudgingly set out, leaving a confused and angry Eve behind. In the wastelands disaster strikes. Cricket’s battery unexpectedly dies, forcing Ezekiel to head back to Babel to retrieve another one. In the meantime, Lemon is stay put, until she doesn’t. The band soon finds itself separated. Lemon after a series of events, finds herself with a group of deviate teenagers like herself. Has she finally found a place to belong? Cricket finds himself in the possession of the maniacal Brotherhood. Can he return to his friends or will he die in the arena? Meanwhile, Ezekiel takes on the most unlikely of allies in hopes of recovering both Cricket and Lemon. Along the way, Ezekiel encounters his lifelike brothers and sisters who are hellbent on their own deadly mission. Will the gang reunite and live to see another week?

What I Liked:

• Ahh.... Mr. Kristoff you continue to impress me with your astounding, action packed works. I have been a fan of Mr. Kristoff since he debuted back in 2012. His books always deliver amazing worlds, fantastic characters and lots of action as well as a few gut punches. One is never bored with a Kristoff book, and this latest book is no exception. I raced through Deviate. Now when does the next one release? Have you read anything by Jay Kristoff yet?
• I adore the characters in this series. I especially liked that the main focus of Deviate was on Lemon Fresh, the snarky, adorable and spunky sidekick from book one. In this book, Lemon ends up on her own. She exercises her powers, makes new friends and she grows. Lemon is fantastic. Cricket also grows and evolves, I enjoyed watching him learn to work around the robotic laws. Ezekiel continues to impress me as well. His loyalties have changed, even if that puts him at odds with his lifelike siblings. I love that he follows his heart. This is one heck of a cast of characters!
• Even though I didn’t love that the group got separated, I enjoyed seeing each character go out on their own and have their own adventure. The book follows each character as they try and find their way back to each other, encountering new people, enduring harrowing experiences and lots of adventure. I enjoyed each view point. 
• As I mentioned, a Jay Kristoff book is never boring. This one is action packed from the get go. Prepare for terrifying scrapes, lots of battles and non stop action. There is rarely a moment to catch your breath in this one with all that is going on and the cliffhanger chapter endings. You will stay up well past your bedtime reading this one. 
• The world building is outstanding. Kristoff dumps the reader into a post apocalyptic United States. The landscape is harsh and unforgiving. The world is populated by religious fantastic and robots. It is a tough world, which provides the perfect backdrop for this thrilling series. 
• I listened to the audiobook version narrated by Erin Spencer. She does a phenomenal job with the voices. I especially love that she nails the sass and spunk of Lemon Fresh. Definitely grab the audio if you can.

And The Not So Much:

• Argh!! A big fat cliffhanger that leaves the reader hanging on the precipice, wondering the fate of the characters. I hated it! I need the next book stat!
• I was disappointed that Eve was a background player in this one. She makes a few appearances, but the story is more about the other three. Not to mention, I am not thrilled with the path she has chosen. I really loved Eve in the first book, this one, I could have done without her. I hope she returns to her former self in the third book. 
• I have read enough of Kristoff’s books to know that he isn’t afraid to throw in a few gut punches. This one is no exception. Prepare for some shocking betrayals and a loss or two. 

Deviate was a promising sophomore novel in a widely imaginative series. I enjoyed seeing my favorite group of ragtag characters grow and evolve as they each navigated the world on their own. This one packs in plenty of action and danger so you are never bored. Watch out for the nasty cliffhanger, the next book can’t release quick enough. If you haven’t read anything by Mr. Kristoff, you are in for a treat. 

I received a copy of this book from the publisher. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review.

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Audiobook Review: The Girl in Red by Christina Henry

 

 

From the national bestselling author of Alice comes a postapocalyptic take on the perennial classic "Little Red Riding Hood"...about a woman who isn't as defenseless as she seems.It's not safe for anyone alone in the woods. There are predators that come out at night: critters and coyotes, snakes and wolves. But the woman in the red jacket has no choice. Not since the Crisis came, decimated the population, and sent those who survived fleeing into quarantine camps that serve as breeding grounds for death, destruction, and disease. She is just a woman trying not to get killed in a world that doesn't look anything like the one she grew up in, the one that was perfectly sane and normal and boring until three months ago. There are worse threats in the woods than the things that stalk their prey at night. Sometimes, there are men. Men with dark desires, weak wills, and evil intents. Men in uniform with classified information, deadly secrets, and unforgiving orders. And sometimes, just sometimes, there's something worse than all of the horrible people and vicious beasts combined. 

Red doesn't like to think of herself as a killer, but she isn't about to let herself get eaten up just because she is a woman alone in the woods.... 
Audible Audio, Unabridged Audiobook, 8 hours and 21 minutes
Published June 18th 2019 by Penguin Audio
Source: Publisher

Four stars: A thrilling reimagining of Little Red Riding Hood. A smart girl surviving alone in the woods in a post apocalyptic world. 

Red is determined to make it to her grandma’s house. That means being smart and outwitting all those who are out to harm a lone woman trying to survive in a post apocalyptic world. A few months ago, Red was living a quiet life in a small mountain community with her parents. Her biggest worry was looking after her parents while attending college. Then disaster strikes when a mysterious virus sweeps through the population killing millions. Everyone flees to quarantine camps, but not Red. She has seen enough apocalypse movies and read enough end of the world books to know better. Red calculates how she can save herself and her family from the virus and the marauders left who are out to harm. Soon Red is alone in the woods, a place filled with men posing as wolves and other dangers. Can Red make it to Grandma’s?

What I Liked:

• I wasn’t sure what to expect going into this one, but what I got was one heck of a read. This is a imaginative retelling of the classic Red Riding Hood Tale, but this isn’t a children’s story. Red finds herself in a world decimated by a deadly virus. A lone woman in the woods battling to survive. This is smart, sophisticated and terrifying. I ate this one up!
• Red is the shining star of this book. I loved her fierce nature and that she was smart, capable and brave. Red has spent her entire life reading horror movies and watching apocalyptic films, so she likes to think she is prepared. She is always calculating her next move. I loved that she was always referencing mistakes people made in the books and movies she watched. I also loved that she never let her physical limitations hold her back, and that she was determined to survive no matter the cost. Red is an unforgettable character. Loved her!
• The reader is thrown into this apocalyptic world along with Red. I liked that information was scarce, and that the reader was just as blind as Red. All Red knows is that some sort of deadly virus spread killings hundreds of thousands, and then the tv and radio went silent and no further information was available. This world is deadly and scary. The author did a great job with the world building. I enjoyed being thrown into this frightening world. 
• There is never a dull moment in this one. Red moves from one terrible obstacle to the next. Add in the unknown factors such as some of the people had their organs torn from the inside out and you have a truly terrifying tale I loved the non stop action. It was riveting!
• The story moves forward and backward in time. In the past, the reader learns what happened to Red’s family and how she came to be alone in the woods. While in the present, Red is fighting to survive. I thought the movement back in forward in time added to the tension and suspense in the story!
• The ending is satisfying, and I was pleased with the outcome, even though I wanted way more to the story. 
• January LaVoy narrates the audiobook, and I thought her work was outstanding. Her voices were spot on. I loved the audio version! 

And The Not So Much:

• The final chapters of the story moved at lightning speed. So much happens, it felt like the author was in a big hurry. There is a big information dump after another harrowing encounter, and then a whole bunch is skipped over to get to the finale. I hated that I didn’t get to see the rest of the journey. Why the hurry? I thought this was a big fail! At least there wasn’t a cliffhanger. 
• I was left with too many unanswered questions. I so wanted to learn about the source of the virus and the other thing that was killing people. Who created it and why? I also wanted to know more about the militia and the quarantine camps. 
• This book is not for the faint of heart. There are plenty of chilling scenes as well as violence and blood. 

The Girl in Red was a gripping read that does not let up. This is a page turner! I loved this innovative retelling of Red Riding Hood. The post apocalyptic world is truly terrifying! If you want a thrilling book this is not to be missed. My only gripe with this one was that it was not long enough and the end was hurried. I wanted more! 

I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Audiobook Review: Protect the Prince (Crown of Shards #2) by Jennifer Estep

 

 

First, Evie has to deal with a court full of arrogant, demanding nobles, all of whom want to get their greedy hands on her crown. As if that wasn’t bad enough, an assassin tries to kill Evie in her own throne room. Despite the dangers, Evie goes ahead with a scheduled trip to the neighboring kingdom of Andvari in order to secure a desperately needed alliance. But complicating matters is the stubborn Andvarian king, who wants to punish Evie for the deaths of his countrymen during the Seven Spire massacre. But dark forces are at work inside the Andvarian palace, and Evie soon realizes that no one is safe. Worse, Evie’s immunity to magic starts acting in strange, unexpected ways, which makes her wonder whether she is truly strong enough to be a Winter Queen. But Evie’s magic, life, and crown aren’t the only things in danger—so is her heart, thanks to Lucas Sullivan, the Andvarian king’s bastard son and Evie’s . . . well, Evie isn’t quite sure what Sullivan is to her. Only one thing is certain—protecting a prince might be even harder than killing a queen… 
Audible Audio
Published July 2nd 2019 by HarperAudio
Source: Library

 

Five stars: This series continues to impress. Love the action and the magic. 

 

Things haven’t gotten any easier for Evie since she snatched the throne away from her treacherous cousin. As queen, Evie is encountering even worse threats, including assassination attempts. As if having people try to murder her wasn’t bad enough, Evie must now deal with the nobles who are snotty and arrogant. Evie won’t forget how they looked down their noses at her. If Evie wants to be successful, she must find a way to appease the nobles and protect her kingdom. That means she must visit the neighboring kingdom to try and forge an alliance. This kingdom just happens to be the home of Lucas Sullivan. Things are even worse in Andvaria. Upon her arrival, Evie is met with resistance, and once again someone is out to kill her. Will Evie live to fight another day?

What I Liked:

• Last year, I was thrilled to discover Jennifer Estep’s fantasy adventure: Kill the Queen. I was excited to continue the series, and even more pleased to discover this second installment was just as strong as it’s predecessor. This was one fantastic read!
• I loved seeing Evie taking on her role as queen. Being queen is even worse than trying to steal back the throne. Evie is dealing with assassins, snotty nobles and many who want to do her harm. She must always be on her toes. I enjoyed seeing her dish it back to those arrogant nobles in her kingdom. I also appreciated her new found strength and her confidence, even when she doubts herself. Evie continues to be a force to be reckoned with, but above all, I like that she is fair and kind. I also appreciated her maturity when it came to dealing with others. The way she handled the beautiful noble at Andvaria at the end was excellent. 
• There is lots going on in this story. Never a dull moment. I like that it starts with an assassination attempt and it never lets up. If you like lots of action and intrigue, this is a series for you. Prepare for treachery, betrayal and a whole lot of action. 
• Evie’s magical abilities are continuing to grow. I liked seeing her learn to wield her magic in new ways. I appreciate that her magic is unique, I especially like that she can pick up emotions with her sense of smell. Love the creativity with the magic in this series. 
• The secondary cast of characters continues to impress. I love that Evie’s troop is still behind her. I also appreciated that there were some interesting new characters introduced at Andvaria. It took awhile for several of them to grow on me, but I liked what I saw in the end.
• The romance is one that drives me nuts, yet I love it. I waited breathlessly for that magic moment, and then it came only to be followed by more trouble. Needless to say, the romance in this one isn’t dull.
• The ending was top notch. I loved that it ended on a high note. No cliffhanger. There is plenty to be followed up on in the next book for sure, but I was satisfied that this ended in a good spot. 
• The audiobook narrated by Lauren Fortgang was outstanding. Ms. Fortgang does an excellent job with the both the male and female voices. I loved her work. Definitely grab the audiobook if you can, I couldn’t stop listening. 

And The Not So Much:

• The big reveal of the culprit was not a surprise. It was too easy to figure out who was behind the treachery. However, I didn’t figure out all the motives. 
• I am still feeling like I am in the dark when it comes to this adversary kingdom hellbent on destroying Evie. Who are these people? Why do they want to destroy everyone? Who is this king?

Protect the Prince was a thrilling second installment in an outstanding series. This book grabs you from the beginning and does not let go. If you like a good fantasy with magic and dueling kingdoms, this is one to check out. This series has landed on my favorites list, and I cannot wait for more. Grab it!

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

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Audiobook Review: Spin the Dawn (The Blood of Stars #1) by Elizabeth Lim

 

 

Project Runway meets Mulan in this sweeping YA fantasy about a young girl who poses as a boy to compete for the role of imperial tailor and embarks on an impossible journey to sew three magic dresses, from the sun, the moon, and the stars. Maia Tamarin dreams of becoming the greatest tailor in the land, but as a girl, the best she can hope for is to marry well. When a royal messenger summons her ailing father, once a tailor of renown, to court, Maia poses as a boy and takes his place. She knows her life is forfeit if her secret is discovered, but she'll take that risk to achieve her dream and save her family from ruin. There's just one catch: Maia is one of twelve tailors vying for the job.Backstabbing and lies run rampant as the tailors compete in challenges to prove their artistry and skill. Maia's task is further complicated when she draws the attention of the court magician, Edan, whose piercing eyes seem to see straight through her disguise. And nothing could have prepared her for the final challenge: to sew three magic gowns for the emperor's reluctant bride-to-be, from the laughter of the sun, the tears of the moon, and the blood of stars. With this impossible task before her, she embarks on a journey to the far reaches of the kingdom, seeking the sun, the moon, and the stars, and finding more than she ever could have imagined. Steeped in Chinese culture, sizzling with forbidden romance, and shimmering with magic, this young adult fantasy is pitch-perfect for fans of Sarah J. Maas or Renée Ahdieh.
Audible Audio, Unabridged
Published July 2019 by Listening Library
Source: Publisher

 

Fives stars: At last a imaginative YA fantasy that I loved. 

Maia has been sewing since she could hold a needle. At sixteen, she is the one keeping her father’s shop running since her older brothers went off to war, and her father ailing father is no longer able to keep up with the demands. When a royal summoner arrives at the shop commanding Maia’s father go to court to compete to be the Emperor’s tailor, Maia takes a daring chance. It is forbidden for women to be the imperial tailor, but Maia has no choice, since her brother returned home injured and her father isn’t able to sew, she decides to pose as a boy and go in her father’s place. Once Maia arrives at court, she is faced with a daunting task. She must compete against twelve other tailors. Amidst backstabbing and treachery, Maia presses on, only to be faced with the most impossible task of all. To be the imperial tailor, Maia must sew three mythical dresses: one from the sun, the moon, and the stars. Can Maia achieve this herculean task and keep her secret or will she die trying? 

What I Liked:

• It has been a long time since I have been impressed by a YA fantasy. I was thrilled when Spin the Dawn delivered a fantastic story with impressive world building, imaginative story lines, magic, impossible quests, unforgettable characters and a swoon worthy romance. I loved this one!
• Maia is a wonderful protagonist. She begins the story as a talented but overlooked tailor because she is a girl. Once she begins posing as a boy to compete in the contest, things get exciting. I loved her courage, her devotion to her family and her belief in her abilities. It was a tremendous journey, and I was thrilled with her growth along the way. I loved her! Then there is Edan, a mysterious and brooding hero. He has plenty of secrets, and I wasn’t sure how to feel about him early on. However, as the story progresses, his layers peel away and we learn some of his secrets. I truly grew to love him. He like, Maia, loves fiercely and he is loyal as well as courageous. I thought he was the perfect counterpart to Maia. 
• The cast of secondary characters is just as delightful. I long to know more about Lady Sarnai and her lover as well as the old tailor who befriends Maia. 
• The story itself is fantastic. There is rarely a dull moment. I loved the numerous conflicts, the adventure, the originality and so much more. This book is packed with action, danger, magic, romance and adventure. Grab it. 
• The world building is excellent. The author creates her own world, but it borrows heavily on Chinese culture. I enjoyed the various settings from the desert, to the mountains and a ghostly realm. I enjoyed the descriptions, and I felt like I was transported to this unique world. 
• The romance is fantastic. It starts out antagonistic, and then it moves into a hesitant friendship. The reader, like Maia, isn’t sure whether to trust the male suitor, but soon all that changes when he makes several great sacrifices to help her. I loved that this was a slow burn romance, and when it gets to that magical moment, it is perfect. I especially liked how each party was willing to make great personal sacrifices for the other. This romance was pure and beautiful. 
• I loved that this book has so much going for it. There is excellent world building, myths, magic, action, impossible quests and an unforgettable romance. I can’t wait for more! 
• I listened to the audiobook version narrated by Kim Mai Guest. I thought Ms. Guest did a tremendous job with the narration. Her characters voices are excellent, and it was easy to immerse into the story. I highly recommend grabbing the audiobook if you can. 

And The Not So Much:

• Sigh.....the books ends on a bit of a cliffhanger. It isn’t a terrible heart stopping ending, but there is so much left undone, and I am worried about the fate of certain characters. I hope it isn’t a long wait for book two. Normally, a cliffhanger would lower my rating, but this was such an enthralling book, I gave it a pass. 
• I personally don’t like the marketing comparison for this book. It is being sold as Mulan meets Project Runway, this book is so much more than that. It is imaginative, sophisticated and wonderful. Also don’t hesitate because this one is labeled as YA. It does not have a YA vibe to it at all. 
• I wish there was more explanation on the magical aspects. Some people in the land feared magic. I think a little more explanation on the beliefs of the people was needed. 

Spin the Dawn is a book that grabbed my attention and kept me enthralled throughout. I loved this imaginative story with its unique world building, bold characters, captivating story lines, magic and a lovely romance. It has been a long time since I read and loved a YA fantasy, so I was thrilled to find this gem. If you want a terrific read, look no further, this is one to grab! 

I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Review: Natalie Tan's Book of Luck and Fortune by Roselle Lim

 

 

At the news of her mother's death, Natalie Tan returns home. The two women hadn't spoken since Natalie left in anger seven years ago, when her mother refused to support her chosen career as a chef. Natalie is shocked to discover the vibrant neighborhood of San Francisco's Chinatown that she remembers from her childhood is fading, with businesses failing and families moving out. She's even more surprised to learn she has inherited her grandmother's restaurant. The neighborhood seer reads the restaurant's fortune in the leaves: Natalie must cook three recipes from her grandmother's cookbook to aid her struggling neighbors before the restaurant will succeed. Unfortunately, Natalie has no desire to help them try to turn things around--she resents the local shopkeepers for leaving her alone to take care of her agoraphobic mother when she was growing up. But with the support of a surprising new friend and a budding romance, Natalie starts to realize that maybe her neighbors really have been there for her all along. 
Audiobook
Published June 11th 2019
Source: Publisher

Three and a half stars: A delightful book with a touch of magical realism and lots of delicious food. 

Natalie Tan is devastated when she receives news that her mother passed away. She hadn’t spoken to her mother in seven years after she left angry because her mother didn’t support her dream to become a chef. When Natalie returns home to San Francisco, she finds the vibrant Chinatown neighborhood in a state of decline. Many families have moved out, and businesses are failing. When Natalie learns that she inherited her grandmother’s restaurant she is hopeful. Natalie consults the neighborhood seer and learns that it is up to her to save the neighborhood. Natalie must cook three recipes from her grandmother’s cookbook and help three people. If she fails to help the neighbors, the neighborhood will falter. Does Natalie have the talent and tenacity to restore her family restaurant and save the neighborhood?

What I Liked:

• Natalie Tan’s Book of Luck and Fortune was a delightful book that tickled my senses and stirred my imagination. I loved the touches of magical realism, and I especially enjoyed the rich descriptions of the food. This was a feel good book that left me smiling. 
• I liked that this was a journey about self discovery and personal growth. Natalie has spent the last seven years following her dream to be a chef. Unfortunately, following her dream meant leaving behind her mother. Natalie hadn’t seen or spoken to her mother in seven years. When she receives news of her death, Natalie returns home to find her neighborhood and personal life in shambles. Slowly, Natalie begins to piece her life back together. She does this by making friends with the neighbors and by cooking. Over time, she learns a great deal about herself, her heritage and the importance of community. I found Natalie’s journey to be hopeful and rewarding. 
• I liked that the main focus of the novel was upon the restoration of Chinatown. The neighbors begin to come together and in doing so they strengthen their community and begin the process of revitalizing the neighborhood. Along the way, friendships are formed and strengthened. I found this part of the story appealing as I appreciated the focus on heritage, community and tradition. 
• There are lots of incidences of magical realism. I loved the inclusion of these touches of magic. There are no explanations as to how the magic works, it is just there. I liked that. I especially loved the magic of Natalie’s grandmother’s cookbook. 
• The food descriptions are mouth watering. Natalie begins cooking recipes from her grandmother’s cookbook, and I can tell you, I was salivating at the rich descriptions. The food sounded amazing. I only wish I could smell and taste it!
• One of my favorite portions of the story was when Natalie ended up becoming friends with the person who started the story angry at her. I loved watching this man mentor Natalie and help her find her path. 
• The book ended in a good spot. I felt like the main story lines were tied up, even though I was left wanting more. 

And The Not So Much:

• I struggled early on finding my footing in the book. I think mainly because I was thrown in with little understanding of Natalie’s journey over the last seven years. There were many references to her life after she left home, and I felt like this portion of the story should have been covered a bit better because I felt like I didn’t have the full picture of Natalie’s character. 
• I loved the tone of the first part of the story. There is magic and hope and lots of good feelings. Then the second part of the book takes a dramatic turn. I didn’t like how negative everything became. It all turns around, but it ruined the fuzzy, feel good vibes I had going on. 
• There a romance that didn’t work for me. It comes out of nowhere, and there wasn’t much depth or development with the romance. In all honesty, it could have been left out of the story because it didn’t help or enhance the story. It was meh....
• Even though the story ended in a good spot, I felt like the book ended abruptly. I wanted to see the restaurant in its glory and watch the neighborhood come completely back to life.

Natalie’s Tan’s Book of Luck and Fortune is a fun read. I enjoyed the touches of magical realism, the decadent food descriptions and the journey of growth and restoration. I especially enjoyed the focus on community, tradition and heritage. My only hesitation with the story was that it ended a bit too abruptly and the romance was lacking. Otherwise, this was a delightful read perfect for when you want a light read. 

I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Audiobook Review: Where She Went(If I Stay #2) by Gayle Forman

 

It's been three years since the devastating accident . . . three years since Mia walked out of Adam's life forever.

Now living on opposite coasts, Mia is Juilliard's rising star and Adam is LA tabloid fodder, thanks to his new rock star status and celebrity girlfriend. When Adam gets stuck in New York by himself, chance brings the couple together again, for one last night. As they explore the city that has become Mia's home, Adam and Mia revisit the past and open their hearts to the future - and each other.

Told from Adam's point of view in the spare, lyrical prose that defined If I Stay, Where She Went explores the devastation of grief, the promise of new hope, and the flame of rekindled romance.
Audiobook, 6 pages
Published April 5th 2011 by Penguin Group USA, Inc 
Source: Library

 

Three and a half stars: Another poignant, moving and emotional journey.

Adam hates the crowds, the photographers and the endless journalists seeking an interview. His band is bigger than ever, and Adam can't go anywhere without being recognized. Yet his fame, fortune and success has done nothing to cure the heartache that has burrowed in his soul. It has been three years since that fateful day when Mia lost almost everything. Adam stayed by her side, watching and helping her to recover. With determination and strength, Mia was ready to leave for Juilliard in the Fall. She boarded the plane and never came back. For a time, Adam and Mia kept in touch via phone calls and emails, but then Mia inexplicably severed the connection, leaving Adam feeling hurt, betrayed and simmering with anger. Now three years later, Adam meets Mia again. Can the two bury the past and find hope for the future?

What I Liked:

• This was my fourth book by Gayle Forman, and I admit, I have a bit of an addiction when it comes to her writing. Ms. Forman has a gift for making you feel. Not to mention her writing is lovely and rich. I can only tell you, you must read something by this author to experience the joy of her writing for yourself. 
• If I Stay was a powerful and emotional journey that was about loss, love and relationships. Where She Went is a bit of a departure as it is darker. This is a story about grief, loss, anger and finally hope for the future. It wasn't an easy journey being in Adam's head as he is so bitter and resentful. He hates everything, including himself. It is easy to understand why Adam has fallen to this low place once you uncover what happened to him after Mia's accident. I struggled a bit with his story as I didn't connect with him as I had with Mia. Still once it was said and done, it ended up being a moving and emotional journey that I appreciate in the end, and I especially appreciated Adam's growth. 
• Music once again plays an important role in this book. The first book was all about Mia and her cello, while this story focuses on Adam and his band. I liked seeing Adam begin to find himself after wallowing in bitterness and anger for months through music. He begins to write songs, pouring all of his emotions into his music. Eventually, his songs turn Adam and his band into mega stars. I love the strong focus on music, and how it ultimately saves both Adam and Mia. The moment when they come together again through music is beautiful and so perfect. 
• I was pleasantly surprised when I reached the end to find that it concluded without a cliffhanger. After reading, Just One Day, Just One Year and If I Stay, I was fully expecting to be left frustrated at the the end with a lack of conclusion. Yes, this book is still open ended, but it ends in a good place, giving the reader hope. I didn't feel cheated this time, and I was, for the most part, pleased with the conclusion. 
• I listened to the audiobook version narrated by Dan Bittner. Bittner also narrates The Wovles of Mercy Falls as Cole. I was already a big fan of Bittner before this, and he impressed me once again with this book. He nailed the emotions, and he made Adam come to life. I absolutely recommend this on audiobook.

And The Not So Much:

• I know I am among the dissenting voices, but I struggled a bit with this read. I had a hard time connecting with Adam. I think it was because I didn't enjoy watching his downward spiral, and I didn't like his anger and bitterness. I understood where his was coming from, but I didn't care for the negativity. I much preferred the more hopeful and loving tone of If I Stay. In the end, I was glad I went on this journey with Adam as I was pleased with his growth and I liked how it turned out. I just am disappointed that I wasn't swept away.
• I didn't experience all the feels that many other reviewers are bubbling about. Again, it is a case of it's me not the book. I felt that book lacked a bit of something, and I was sad that I didn't have a better experience. Again I think it was because of the negative tone that is present for most of the book. 
• I was excited when Mia finally made her appearance, but then I was put off by her as she pretended like nothing was wrong, and she refused to open up. I actually wanted to slap her. Finally, she peels off her phony facade, but until that point, I had no patience for her. 

Where She Went was a good book, but it lacked a bit of something for me. I was disappointed that this book had a darker tone, and that I didn't connect with Adam as I had Mia. Still, I was pleased with the character growth, the journey and the ending. I was happy that the book concludes in a nice hopeful spot, no cliffhangers or nagging questions. All in all, I am glad I experienced this duology. Ms. Forman is an author I will continue to read as I am in awe of her talent. 

 

I borrowed this book from the library. All opinions are my own and I was not compensated for this review.

  

Audiobook Review: If I Stay(If I Stay #1) by Gayle Forman

 

The critically acclaimed, bestselling novel from Gayle Forman, author of Where She Went, Just One Day, and Just One Year. 

In the blink of an eye everything changes. Seventeen year-old Mia has no memory of the accident; she can only recall what happened afterwards, watching her own damaged body being taken from the wreck. Little by little she struggles to put together the pieces- to figure out what she has lost, what she has left, and the very difficult choice she must make. Heartwrenchingly beautiful, this will change the way you look at life, love, and family. Now a major motion picture starring Chloe Grace Moretz, Mia's story will stay with you for a long, long time. 

Audiobook

Published April 21st 2009 by Listening Library
Source: Library

 

 

 

 

Four and a half stars: An emotional and compelling read that will have you contemplating life, love, relationships and loss. 

Mia is seventeen years old. As a senior in high school, she has her whole life ahead of her. She is a gifted cellist with a wonderful family and an amazing boyfriend. One snowy morning in Oregon, her whole world comes crashing down, and for the next twenty four hours, Mia is forced to reexamine her life and make a heart wrenching decision as she decides whether she will stay or will she go? 

What I Liked:

• Last year, I discovered the amazing writing of Gayle Forman. I know I am a latecomer to her books, but better late than never. If I Stay was a compelling and emotional read, that surprised me. I was expecting this to be the typical YA dramatic, heart tugging read, and instead I had entirely different experience. This is a lovely book about life, love and the friendships and relationships formed along the way. It isn't melancholy or gut wrenching, instead the book has a hopeful tone, and I liked that it is about examining all the good things life has to offer. 
• What makes this book shine is the characters and the complexities of the relationships. As Mia reflects on her life, she recalls tender moments with her parents, her brother and grandparents. Some are sweet and funny, while others are hopeful, and a few are a bit sad, but that is life. The formation of her friendship with Kim was one of my favorite parts of the book. The romance between Adam and Mia took awhile to take root and grow on me, but I appreciated that the author took time to explore the depth and complications of a romantic relationship. There are plenty of romantic moments, and then there are those times when the couple struggled. Most of all, I appreciated that this was a true to life story. It doesn't read in a cohesive story line, instead it is a jumble of memories and emotions as a young girl contemplates on her life. I liked that Mia wasn't your typical teen, she was insecure, sophisticated and incredibly talented. 
• I liked the inclusion of music in this one, especially as Mia struggled a bit with her identity as a cellist. I loved the way the music helped enhance the mood and the feelings in the book.
• The writing is gorgeous and lovely as always with Ms Forman. I love the way she grabs a hold of you and makes you feel. There are so many emotions tumbling around in this one, and I was surprised to find I had tears stinging my eyes in that final pivotal scene. If you haven't experienced a book by Ms. Forman, I urge you to do so. Her writing is unforgettable.
• I listened to the audiobook of If I Stay, and I can't recommend it enough. Kirsten Potter narrates, and I was in awe of her work. Her emotional depth while reading was spot on. I loved this on audio. I also liked that there were small snippets of cello music throughout. This was an addictive listen, I couldn't put it down. Absolutely try the audiobook.

And The Not So Much:

• Sigh... this is my fourth book by Gayle Forman, and she has slapped me in the face each and every time with her endings. You are completely swept away, captivated by the story and the characters, all leading up to that big pivotal moment, and then she always ends the book right at that spot, leaving the reader screaming for more, hanging on every word, wondering what happened to the characters. That is indeed the case with this book. After the emotional journey, the turmoil and the final decision, the reader is left with their mind spinning. I wanted more, I needed more. Yes, there is a sequel, but it is Adam's point of view, and it won't be the same. I need closure. 
• This isn't a big issue, but I was wondering what exactly happened with Teddy, Mia's younger brother. The reader never learns what happens to him after Mia is separated from him, other than his fate. I wanted to know more.

If I Stay is a must read, addictive book that will take you on a whirlwind of emotions as you contemplate life, love, relationships and loss. The characters are memorable, the story line unforgettable and the emotions are heart felt. If you haven't experienced this book, I highly recommend the audiobook version. Just be sure to set aside some time as you won't be able to stop listening once you start. 

 

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library in exchange for an honest review.  All opinions are my own and I was not compensated for this review.

 

Audiobook Review: Dust Bowl Girls: The Inspiring Story of the Team That Barnstormed Its Way to Basketball Glory by Lydia Reeder

 

 

At the height of the Great Depression, Sam Babb, the charismatic basketball coach of tiny Oklahoma Presbyterian College, began dreaming. Like so many others, he wanted a reason to have hope. Traveling from farm to farm, he recruited talented, hardworking young women and offered them a chance at a better life: a free college education if they would come play for his basketball team, the Cardinals. Despite their fears of leaving home and the sacrifices faced by their families, the women followed Babb and his dream. He shaped the Cardinals into a formidable team, and something extraordinary began to happen: with passion for the sport and heartfelt loyalty to one another and their coach, they won every game. For author Lydia Reeder, this is a family story: coach Sam Babb is her great-uncle. When her grandmother handed her a worn, yellowed folder that contained newspaper articles, letters, and photographs of Sam and the Cardinals, she said, You might want to tell their story someday. Now, with extensive research and the gathered memories of the surviving Cardinals, she has."
Audio CD
Published January 24th 2017 by HighBridge Audio

 

Three stars: A well researched book that shares the thrilling account of a college women’s basketball team who never gave up.

Sam Babb is a determined man. He never lets his missing leg hold him back, and he is doesn’t let it slow him down as he sets out to recruit the best female basketball players in rural Oklahoma to attend Oklahoma Presbyterian College, playing basketball for him. This is the inspiring story of Coach Babb and his rag tag bunch of girls who didn’t let the narrow minded attitudes of some of the prevailing women in their time, who campaigned to eliminate women’s sports, stop them. This team, learned to work together, beating some fierce opponents on their way to glory. What I Liked:

• Dust Bowl Girls is a well researched and fascinating story about one man’s determination and a bunch of girls who refused to let others tell them they couldn’t play basketball. This is an inspiring, true story that shows how far girls can go when they believe in each other. Girl Power.
• It is apparent that the author did an immense amount of research to bring this book to life. She incorporates so many personal details, and stories that shape the characters and the story. 
• It was fascinating to me to see how these girls fought against some of the narrow minded attitudes of prominent women in this time who believed that girls should not participate in competitive sports. These girls were determined, smart, dedicated and out to prove they could win. I loved these fierce girls. I was amazed time and time again at their resourcefulness, they could drive buses, change tires, work on cars, farm, play basketball and do anything a man could do, and this was back in the thirties. It was eye opening and inspiring in to learn that the girls in my grandmothers’ generation were so tough and inspiring.

And The Not So Much:

• I wanted to read this book because I was hoping to learn more about the Dust Bowl Era. The title is misleading because the Dust Bowl is never even mentioned. The book occurs in the early part of 1930s culminating in 1933. The story takes place before the devastating events of the Dust Bowl. The Great Depression is in its early stages, it is mentioned and discussed somewhat, but it is only a minor mention. I was hoping to glean more about life during the Dust Bowl Era and Great Depression, sadly there is practically nothing.
• While I appreciated the author’s attention to detail and the amount of research, sometimes too much detail is included which takes away from the story. It also gets confusing as it jumps around from character to character and moves around in time. 

The Dust Bowl Girls is an inspiring and informative read that shares the true story of a determined women’s basketball team in the early 1930s. I loved learning more about the lifestyle of the young women in this era, and how fierce and strong they were. I was disappointed that this book does not cover the Dust Bowl Era at all, the title is misleading. Still it is an interesting read, for anyone who wants to know more about what life was like for girls in the Depression Era.

I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

 

Girls with Sharp Sticks (Girls with Sharp Sticks #1) by Suzanne Young

 

 

From New York Times bestselling author Suzanne Young comes the start of a thrilling, subversive new series about a girls-only boarding school with a terrifying secret and the friends who will stop at nothing to protect each other. Some of the prettiest flowers have the sharpest thorns.

The Girls of Innovations Academy are beautiful and well-behaved—it says so on their report cards. Under the watchful gaze of their Guardian, they receive a well-rounded education that promises to make them better. Obedient girls, free from arrogance or defiance. Free from troublesome opinions or individual interests. But the girls’ carefully controlled existence may not be quite as it appears. As Mena and her friends uncover the dark secrets of what’s actually happening there—and who they really are—the girls of Innovations Academy will learn to fight back. Bringing the trademark plot twists and high-octane drama that made The Program a bestselling and award-winning series, Suzanne Young launches a new series that confronts some of today's most pressing ethical questions. 
Audiobook, 400 pages
Published March 19th 2019 by Simon Schuster Audio
Source: Library

 

Three and a half stars: A fascinating and disturbing book that makes you question moral ethics.

Mena and her friends attend an elite all girls boarding school. At the school, the girls are taught to be beautiful, well behaved, hard working and at all costs obedient. The girls must be amenable to the men who watch over them and instruct them. Once the girls graduate, they will be ready for marriage or a life serving. Things take a dramatic turn when one of the girls starts behaving strangely, and then another leaves suddenly without saying goodbye. Mena fears that something isn’t quite right, and she begins to question everything she has been taught. When Mena discovers a book of poems, she becomes even more determined to learn the truth. What is really going on at the academy?

What I Liked:

• Girls With Sharp Sticks is a riveting and fascinating read that grabs a hold from the first pages and doesn’t let up. I liked the creepy atmosphere, the building suspense and the sense there was something not quite right from the get go. Even though I easily predicted what was happening, I still enjoyed uncovering all the secrets. 
• From the get go, the reader questions what is really happening at the school. Why are these girls trained to be subservient, amenable and completely obedient to the men, and if they aren’t they undergo therapy to control their behavior. Even before the reader understands what is going on, the questions of morals and ethics comes to play. Then when the truth is revealed it leads to a whole new set of ethical and moral questions. This book makes you think. 
• I loved the atmospheric suspense. The whole school is flat out creepy. There are all these male teachers and men known as guardians who watch over the girls at all times. Everything is strictly controlled. The environment makes the reader wary from the first chapter, and as the plot unfolds, the school setting become more and more frightening. I loved the tension and the suspense surrounding the setting. 
• The overall mystery is well done. As I mentioned, it was easy for me to piece together early on what was going on, but I still enjoyed learning the secrets behind the academy. If you don’t figure it out, you are even for a shocking surprise! The author does a great job with the mystery, and she manages to ratchet up the suspense and fear with every chapter. 
• I liked Mena the main character. Early on, she is subservient and obedient as she is trained to be, but as the story progresses, she begins to question and to change. I enjoyed watching her change, and I liked her growth. I also admired her courage and her ferocity, especially when it came to protecting her friends. By the end, she has completely transformed. I am eager to see where she goes from here.
• The ending is thrilling. Everything builds and builds to a exciting climax that will shock you. Then once the dust settles, new questions arise, leaving the reader wondering what will happen next. The book doesn’t end on a cliffhanger, but it does leave many story lines dangling waiting for completion. 

And The Not So Much:

• I was disappointed that there wasn’t further information on exactly what the girls did after they left the academy. There are some hints and such, but I wanted exact details. There are some unsavory things hinted at, and I wanted this explored. 
• There is a little hint of a romance. I am not sure why it was included because I never connected with this portion of the story. I could have completely done without it.
• It was a tiny bit disappointing for me to be able to piece together early on what the big secret was. I think maybe because I read some comparisons that gave it away. Best to go into this one knowing very little, that way you can enjoy the big surprises. 

Girls With Sharp Sticks is a thrilling, suspenseful and shocking book with some startling revelations. This is a book that makes you question morales and ethics, especially once you earn the big secret. I loved the creepy setting. This is a fun one to explore. My best advice, go into this one without prior knowledge, that way you can enjoy the surprises. 

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Audiobook Review: Love and Luck by Jenna Evans Welch

 

 

From the author of the New York Times bestselling Love & Gelato comes a heartwarming tale of a road trip through Ireland filled with love, adventure, and the true meaning behind the word family.

Addie is visiting Ireland for her aunt’s over-the-top destination wedding and hoping she can stop thinking about the one thing she did that left her miserable and heartbroken—and threatens her future. But her brother, Ian, isn’t about to let her forget, and his constant needling leads to arguments and even a fistfight between the two once inseparable siblings. Miserable, Addie can’t wait to visit her friend in Italy and leave her brother—and her problems—behind.

So when Addie discovers an unusual guidebook, Ireland for the Heartbroken, hidden in the dusty shelves of the hotel library, she’s able to finally escape her anxious mind and Ian’s criticism.

And then their travel plans change. Suddenly Addie finds herself on a whirlwind tour of the Emerald Isle, trapped in the world’s smallest vehicle with Ian and his admittedly cute, Irish-accented friend Rowan. As the trio journeys over breathtaking green hills, past countless castles, and through a number of fairy-tale forests, Addie hopes her guidebook will heal not only her broken heart, but also her shattered relationship with her brother.

That is if they don’t get completely lost along the way.
Audiobook
Published May 8th 2018 by Simon Schuster Audio
Source: Library

 

Four stars: A fantastic road trip book across Ireland that focuses on family and friendship. 

Addie is relieved to be away from home and the drama. Her aunt’s big destination wedding in Ireland seemed like the perfect escape until her brother, Ian, decided to open his mouth at the reception. The two end up in a fist fight, going over a hill. When the dust settles, their mother is furious. Addie is in danger of missing her trip to Italy to see her best friend, Lina. After much lecturing, Addie’s mom sets forth a proposition. Ian is to accompany Addie to Italy. If they screw up, both will be off their respective sports teams in the fall. Addie can’t imagine not playing soccer, so she is determined to make the trip work. Unfortunately, Ian has other plans in mind. The next morning he attempts to sneak off, trying to leave Addie behind. What follows is a whirlwind trip through Ireland in a broken down car with Ian’s Irish friend, Rowan. With a guide book to help her along, Addie hopes that she can find a cure for her broken heart. Will Addie and Ian have the trip of a lifetime and repair their relationship?

• Love and Luck is a surprising lucky find. I went into this expecting a road trip romance, and I was pleasantly surprised to find that this book was all about family and friendship. I loved that this book was all about a brother sister relationship. Throw in a delightful road trip across Ireland and you have a winning combination. 
• The main highlight of the story is all about Addie and Ian’s brother sister relationship. The two grew up as inseparable best friends, until recently. Addie made a disastrous mistake that ruined everything including her close bond with Ian. Ian wants her to come clean, and she refuses as she is too embarrassed. As the two embark on their road trip, they are fighting, but along the way, they realize some truths that they didn’t know about one another. I loved seeing them talk things through and learn the importance of family. Beautiful! 
• The road trip across Ireland is delightful. Addie finds a worn out guidebook called Ireland For the Heartbroken which becomes her inspiration as they travel throughout Ireland. I loved the quirky quotes from the guidebook as well as the homework for each destination. The trio visits many of Ireland’s most famous spots. 
• Rowen was a nice addition to the Addie and Ian team. He is a friend of Ian’s. The two meet online, bonding over their love of music. Rowen is kind, considerate and he is the perfect guide. I thought he brought balance to the road trip, and I liked that he was an intermediary between Ian and Addie when they were fighting. I also appreciated that his heartbreak was unconventional. 
• There is also a spotlight on friendship. Addie and Ian bond with Rowan and forge and unforgettable friendship, which I loved. Then there is Addie’s long time friendship with Lina from Love and Gelato. Addie was there for Lina during the illness and death of her mother. When Addie finally meets up with Lina, there is a touching moment when Lina reveals to Addie how much her friendship meant to her. This was a lovely moment! 
• When Addie and Ian’s mom catches up with them, there was some funny moments. I laughed at her reactions, and I loved that after she settled down that she did what she needed to do to help Ian. Then when the truth came out, the family all gathered around Addie and stood up for her! I thought this was a tremendous way for them to help Addie deal with her big mistake!
• I personally loved that this one didn’t have a romance. I was fully expecting one to develop, but it didn’t happen. Yes, there was an attraction and chemistry, and a glimmer of what might be, and I thought that was perfect. I loved that this book was all about friends and family and having the courage to face your mistakes. 
• The ending is just right. It ends with an epilogue on the first day of school. Things have settled down, and Ian and Addie are reconnected, holding their heads high, prepared for what the school year has to throw at them. It was just right!

And The Not So Much:

• I wish there was a tiny big more development on Addie’s big mistake. I wanted to know the definite repercussions and how it was completely handled. There are hints but nothing concrete. I wanted full disclosure. 
• Even though I enjoyed the road trip across Ireland, I felt like the author missed the mark when it came to the descriptions. When she took us to Italy in Love and Gelato her imagery was fantastic, that wasn’t the case with this one. I never felt like I was truly there. 

Love and Luck is a delightful story that is all about family and friendship and a crazy road trip across Ireland. I was surprised and thrilled that the story was all about healing, growth and friendships. It was a lovely read, perfect for summer reading. 

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

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