Rainy Day Ramblings

Audiobook Review: The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas

 

 

Sixteen-year-old Starr Carter moves between two worlds: the poor neighborhood where she lives and the fancy suburban prep school she attends. The uneasy balance between these worlds is shattered when Starr witnesses the fatal shooting of her childhood best friend Khalil at the hands of a police officer. Khalil was unarmed.

Soon afterward, his death is a national headline. Some are calling him a thug, maybe even a drug dealer and a gangbanger. Protesters are taking to the streets in Khalil's name. Some cops and the local drug lord try to intimidate Starr and her family. What everyone wants to know is: what really went down that night? And the only person alive who can answer that is Starr.

But what Starr does or does not say could upend her community. It could also endanger her life.
Audible Audio, unabridged, 12 pages
Published February 28th 2017 by HarperAudio
Source: Library

 

Five big stars: An emotional, compelling and educational read that everyone should experience. 

 

I must have been living in a cave the last couple of years not to have taken notice of this book. I kept seeing it around, but I don’t think I even paused to read a review. Then the book kept winning awards, and it was even made into a movie and still I didn’t pay attention. Finally seeing it on my library must read feed, I decided to put the audiobook on hold and check it out. I went into this blind. I didn’t read the synopsis, I had no idea what it was even about, which probably made it better. Needless to say, I am kicking myself for not reading this sooner. This was a powerful, emotional and educational read, especially considering the upheaval and prejudice that is going on in our country right now. This is a book that everyone should read, experience and discuss. It is an important book that opens up the potential for conversations and perhaps even the chance to change our perceptions. Just read this book. 

 

I am going to forgo my usual format today share the reasons why you should read this book:

 

Educational: This book was an eye opening experience for me a middle aged, white woman living happily in the suburbs. The story opened my eyes to the uncomfortable topics of racism, prejudice and violence against African Americans. I loved that I experienced the world through Starr’s eyes. Starr’s perspective is unforgettable. Starr is a sixteen year old girl struggling with her identity because she is trapped between two worlds. Starr lives in the hood, but she and her brothers attend a rich school for mostly privileged white kids. At school, Starr must behave a certain way, she can never truly be herself. In the hood, she is constantly on edge, fearing another shooting. Her perspective is vivid, informative and unforgettable. I loved Starr!

 

Racial Discrepancies: We all know there are severe differences in the way minorities, especially African Americans are treated in the United States, yet we continue to deny the truth. White people never have to have the conversation with their children about how to behave around the police, because the police don’t usually pose a danger. In contrast, African American parents school their children on how to act and behave around a cop in hopes of saving their lives. Black lives do matter. Furthermore, the way the public views the victim is shameful. The young man who was shot in this book was made out to be less valuable and important because he was a gang banger or a drug dealer, but no one bothered to learn the truth. Assumptions were made, shots were fired and he was yet another victim to the racist violence that continues to exist in society. Heartbreaking.

 

Outstanding characters: The author did a tremendous job with the characters. Starr is a phenomenal protagonist. I loved her voice, and I appreciated how she was always caught between the white world and the black world. I loved her fierceness, her tenacity and her courage. The rest of Starr’s family is outstanding. So often in YA books, the parents are absentee. Not in this book. Starr’s parents are constantly involved. I absolutely loved the family dynamics in this book. It was probably my favorite part of the book. Her parents were amazing and sometimes downright adorable. I wish more YA books featured families like this one. 

 

Powerful: If this book doesn’t move you or inspire you to look at things from another angle, I feel sorry for you. I learned so much from this book, and it completely changed my perspective. Big props to the author for bringing this story to the mainstream. This book is educational, informative and hopefully it will inspire people to make changes. I hope that one day this book will be required reading for high school kids. 

The Hate U Give is a book that I wish I had read sooner. This is a powerful, emotional and moving read. It taught me so much. I feel like I have my eyes wide open now, and I am ready to help make a change. Read this book, pass it along to others, start a dialogue and push for change.  

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Review: When We Left Cuba by Chanel Cleeton

 

Beautiful. Daring. Deadly. 

The Cuban Revolution took everything from sugar heiress Beatriz Perez--her family, her people, her country. Recruited by the CIA to infiltrate Fidel Castro's inner circle and pulled into the dangerous world of espionage, Beatriz is consumed by her quest for revenge and her desire to reclaim the life she lost.

As the Cold War swells like a hurricane over the shores of the Florida Strait, Beatriz is caught between the clash of Cuban American politics and the perils of a forbidden affair with a powerful man driven by ambitions of his own. When the ever-changing tides of history threaten everything she has fought for, she must make a choice between her past and future--but the wrong move could cost Beatriz everything--not just the island she loves, but also the man who has stolen her heart... 
Audio CD, 1 page
Published April 9th 2019 by Blackstone Audio
Source: Publisher

 

Five stars: A stirring story of love, intrigue, patriotism and courage as one woman fights for Cuba.  

It is 1960, one year after the wealthy and prestigious Perez family escaped Cuba and Castro’s regime. The family resettled in Florida, trying to carve out a new life and establish themselves. Beatriz is not happy in Florida. She wants to help free Cuba, and more than anything she wants Castro to pay for murdering her twin brother. Revenge drives Beatriz to the CIA where she agrees to help spy for the US government. Soon Beatriz finds herself caught in the fight for Cuba and a battle for her heart. Beatriz is never one to fall for a man. She has already turned down five marriage proposals, but at another social event in Palm Beach, Beatriz meets a handsome senator. Their attraction and chemistry is undeniable, but he is engaged to another. Will Beatriz be able to help free Cuba and be with the man she loves?

What I Liked:

• Next Year in Havana was one of my favorite reads of 2018, so I was eager to grab this companion novel: When We Left Cuba. Once again, Ms. Cleeton delivers a thrilling piece of historical fiction. I loved learning more about Cuba and the political events that headlined the 1960s. 
• I adored Beatriz. She is first introduced in Next Year in Havana, and I was excited to get her story. Beatriz is the wild, unconventional one of the Perez sisters. I loved how fierce and courageous she was. I admired her strong will, her loyalty and compassion for Cuba. The best thing about Beatriz is that she didn’t care about social niceties and she refused to do what was expected of her. She shunned marriage, in favor of being a spy and gaining an education. Loved her ferocity! 
• Even though this is a piece of historical fiction, there are plenty of real life events woven into the fabric of the story. The story takes place during the upheaval of the 1960s. The Cold War is in full swing, and Beatriz soon finds herself working for the American CIA to gain information on the Russians and Cuba. As the book progresses, the reader experiences through Beatriz’s eyes, the Bay of Pigs Invasion, The Cuban Missile Crisis and the Kennedy Assassination.  I thought the author did a brilliant job with the material, and I could tell that she had done plenty of research to make this story come alive.
• There is a romance in this one, and surprisingly I enjoyed it. The romance is an unconventional one indeed. It starts out forbidden, and then it changes over the course of time. Even though the two were often at odds due to their intense political views, their chemistry and passion was undeniable. I loved that there was nothing easy about this relationship, from the raised eyebrows of society to the sacrifice and the disagreements over political views and ambitions. I thoroughly enjoyed it. 
• The book ends in 2016 with Beatriz as an old woman celebrating the death of Castro with her family and friends. I loved catching up with her and seeing what she made of her unconventional and rebellious life. I was satisfied with the end, but still wanted more. I hope the author will consider writing another book from another Perez sister’s point of view as I can’t get enough of this series. 

And The Not So Much:

• I wish the author had included a bit more detail on the Bay of Pigs Invasion and the Cuban Missile Crisis. If you don’t have any prior knowledge of these events, you might feel a little lost. I still don’t completely understand the Bay of Pigs. I also felt like the author didn’t quite capture the fear and terror felt in the US during the Cuban Missile Crisis. I felt like this part of the story missed the mark a tiny bit. 
• The final chapter of the story fast forwards from the mid nineteen sixties to 2016. There is a brief recap of Beatriz’s life between that time, but I was left wanting so much more. There were many things I was left wondering about. As far as I am concerned, the book could have gone on a few more hundred pages. 

When We Left Cuba is a fascinating and riveting novel that plunges the reader into the politics surrounding the fight for Cuba during the turbulent 1960s. Follow sugar heiress Beatriz Perez as she attempts to adapt to life in America while she continues to fight for Cuba. Once again, Ms. Cleeton impressed me, and I hope she will bring us more tales about Cuba. Don’t miss this one or the companion novel: Next Year in Havana. 

I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

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Audiobook Review: Lovely War by Julie Berry

 

 

A sweeping, multi-layered romance with a divine twist, by the Printz Honor-winning author of The Passion of Dolssa, set in the perilous days of World Wars I and II.

It's 1917, and World War I is at its zenith when Hazel and James first catch sight of each other at a London party. She's a shy and talented pianist; he's a newly minted soldier with dreams of becoming an architect. When they fall in love, it's immediate and deep--and cut short when James is shipped off to the killing fields.

Aubrey Edwards is also headed toward the trenches. A gifted musician who's played Carnegie Hall, he's a member of the 15th New York Infantry, an all-African-American regiment being sent to Europe to help end the Great War. Love is the last thing on his mind. But that's before he meets Colette Fournier, a Belgian chanteuse who's already survived unspeakable tragedy at the hands of the Germans.

Thirty years after these four lovers' fates collide, the Greek goddess Aphrodite tells their stories to her husband, Hephaestus, and her lover, Ares, in a luxe Manhattan hotel room at the height of World War II. She seeks to answer the age-old question: Why are Love and War eternally drawn to one another? But her quest for a conclusion that will satisfy her jealous husband uncovers a multi-threaded tale of prejudice, trauma, and music and reveals that War is no match for the power of Love. 
Audio CD
Published March 5th 2019 by Listening Library
Source: Library

 

 

Four and a half stars: An enticing story of love and war with a Greek mythology twist. 

World War II is raging across the world, breaking hearts and stealing love. In a hotel room in Manhattan, a trap is laid for a pair of illicit lovers by a jealous husband.  Hephaestus snares Aphrodite and Ares in his trap. Aphrodite in answer to the eternal question of why Love and War are drawn together, and in order to get out of Hephaestus snare, tells a tale of love set against the backdrop of World War I. Will the  lovers find a happy or ending or lose their loves to the flames of war?

What I Liked:

• Lovely War was an addictive story of love and war that I couldn’t put down. I loved this tale of two sets of lovers brought together and then torn apart during World War I, plus the added in twist of having the story told by Greek Gods, made it even more fun. Loved this tale.
• Hazel and James’ tale immediately snagged my heart. The two catch a glimpse of each other at a party in London. Hazel is a shy pianist who has never had a beau. James can’t take his eye off her. The problem is, the two meet one week before James is set to ship out to the trenches of World War I. Their tale is one of fate, love, determination, heartaches and setbacks. I couldn’t help but to cheer for this pair. Would their love survive the first Great War?
• The second set of lovers faced even larger obstacles. Aubrey Edwards is an American musician set across the sea as part of an all African American infantry. Falling in love is the furthest thing from Aubrey’s mind, that is until he meets the lovely Collette. Collette is a young Belgian girl who has already survived terrible heartbreak and loss. When the two meet, a fire is lit, but how can their love weather not only the war but also the hatred and prejudice aimed at a white woman and a black man in love? I liked that the author included this multiracial romance. It was interesting to see the stark contrast in the way the Europeans viewed the African American man as opposed to the way they were viewed in the United States. 
• I was enraptured by both of the love stories. Each character faces harsh circumstances, loss, heartache and setbacks. My heart was in my throat for a good portion of the book as I was completely invested in the characters and romances. 
• This book is set during World War I. I loved learning more about this era. The author does a wonderful job in recreating the turbulence of the period. I especially loved that she included the prejudice the African American soldiers faced. I learned a great deal while reading this story. 
• The inclusion of the Greek Gods added a fun little twist to the story. It was fun to learn more about Aphrodite and Hephaestus and their relationship.
• The ending is perfect. It concludes the story. No cliffhanger or unfinished story lines. It was just right. 
• I highly recommend reading the author’s note at the end of the book. There is plenty of informative information at the end, including the author’s research on the African American soldiers in the war, from their roles and heroism to the backlash and prejudice they faced back home. I also appreciated that she used real life people in some parts of the story.
• I listened to the audiobook version. I thought the audio was very well done. Each character has a different narrator, which adds to the story. I also appreciated the music clips. 

And The Not So Much:

• I was excited when the book opened during WWII. I was expecting to get part of the story told against the backdrop of WWII. Sadly, there is really nothing regarding the second war. I was hoping for storylines set during WWII.
• I wish there was a little more information on the views of Europeans and multiracial relationships. It seemed that these types of romances weren’t taboo like they were in the U.S. I thought this was forward thinking for the time period, and I wished that it had been expanded on more so I could have a better grasp of racial relations in Europe. 
• I finished wanting more on the relationship between Hephaestus and Aphrodite. 

Lovely War was a unique and captivating story set during the tumultuous final portion of World War I. This is a tale of two different couples falling in love during war. There is also a clever twist involving the Greek Gods. If you are on the hunt for something different, this is definitely one to check out. 

 

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Audioobok Review: Full Dark, No Stars by Stephen King

 

A new collection of four never-before-published stories from Stephen King.

1922

The story opens with the confession of Wilfred James to the murder of his wife, Arlette, following their move to Hemingford, Nebraska onto land willed to Arlette by her father.

Big Driver

Mystery writer, Tess, has been supplementing her writing income for years by doing speaking engagements with no problems. But following a last-minute invitation to a book club 60 miles away, she takes a shortcut home with dire consequences.

Fair Extension

Harry Streeter, who is suffering from cancer, decides to make a deal with the devil but, as always, there is a price to pay.

A Good Marriage

Darcy Anderson learns more about her husband of over twenty years than she would have liked to know when she stumbles literally upon a box under a worktable in their garage.
Audiobook, Unabridged, 368 pages
Published November 9th 2010 by Simon & Schuster Audio
Source: Library

 

A collection of four short stories from the master does not disappoint. As a long time “Constant Reader” of King, I am kicking myself for not reading this sooner. It released way back in 2010, but for whatever reason, I never got around to it until now. This collection of short stories, in my opinion, is one of King’s best. These stories explore the darker parts of humanity, those dark bits we keep hidden from the world. Bringing forth the dark secrets within makes the stories even more frightening, especially the second and fourth tales. As with any King story, expect complex characters, creepy storyline and masterful storytelling. I devoured this book.

Here is a run down of the stories:

1922:

This is a story about a farmer who takes matters in his own hand when he and his wife disagree over a piece of land left to her. Wilfred ends up murdering his wife to prevent her from selling the land to large hog butchering corporation. After the murder, things begin to fall apart for Wilfred. Is he really being haunted by his dead wife and her minion of rats or is it a guilty conscience? This story is not for the faint of heart. 

Big Driver: 

This is the frightening tale of a cozy mystery writer takes a short cut home at the behest of a local librarian who promises it is safer than the interstate. On the way home, she runs into some road debris. What follows is a horrendous encounter. Tess decides to take matters into her own hands. Vigilante justice along with shocking revelations made this one a page turner. My hesitation with this story was that I was left wanting to know more about the librarian and her role. 

Fair Extension: 

This story is classic King. It reminds me of Needful Things. This is a tale about a man afflicted with stomach cancer who has a meeting with a man who promises him a fair extension. Basically, this is your deal with the devil story. My only complaint with this one is that it was too open ended.

 

A Good Marriage:

This was the best of the bunch for me. A loving marriage of 27 years changes when Darcy trips on a box in the garage while looking for batteries. What she finds completely changes everything she thought she knew about the man she married and lived with for all these years. How could she not know she was living with a monster? A frightening story because it once again instills in the reader the knowledge that you can’t ever really truly know someone. A riveting and horrifying story that will leave you thinking on it for days to come.

Full Dark No Stars is a masterful collection of short stories by the brilliant Mr. King. This book is all about the darker parts of humanity, and Mr. King spares no punches when it comes to showing the darkness within. Grab this one and settle in for some frighteningly good tales. The first and third have a paranormal twist, while the second and fourth stories are truly frightening because they can and do really happen. I highly recommend the audiobook version if you can get your hands on it. The narrators are brilliant. Don’t miss this collection if you are a fan of King. 

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this reviews. 

 

Review: Swimming for Sunlight by Allie Larkin

 

Aspiring costume designer Katie gave up everything in her divorce to gain custody of her fearful, faithful rescue dog, Barkimedes. While she figures out what to do next, she heads back to Florida to live with her grandmother, Nan.

But Katie quickly learns there’s a lot she doesn’t know about Nan—like the fact that in her youth Nan was a mermaid performer in a roadside attraction show, swimming and dancing underwater with a close-knit cast of talented women. Although most of the mermaids have since lost touch, Katie helps Nan search for her old friends on Facebook, sparking hopes for a reunion show. Katie is up for making some fabulous costumes, but first, she has to contend with her crippling fear of water. 

As Katie’s college love Luca, a documentary filmmaker, enters the fray, Katie struggles to balance her hopes with her anxiety, and begins to realize just how much Bark’s fears are connected to her own, in this thoughtful, charming novel about hope after loss and friendships that span generations. 
Paperback, 352 pages
Expected publication: April 23rd 2019 by Atria Books
Source: Publisher

 

Four and a half stars: A beautiful book about conquering your fears, overcoming the past and finding a bright new future. 

Katie chatters all the way to Florida to her beloved dark, Barkimedies. Katie is heading home after her divorce to live with her Grandma Nan. Katie has no idea what she will do, but she and Bark hope to do it together. Once she arrives home, Katie and Bark are still crippled with fear and anxiety, but they slowly begin to overcome their fears. Katie heals by sewing costumes for Nan and her friends so they can relive their glory days as mermaids. Bark takes baby paw steps as he learns to be a better dog. Will Katie and Bark be able to escape their fears?

What I Liked:

• I went into this one expecting it to be a nice romance, but I got so much more. This really isn’t a romance at all. Instead it is a book about conquering your fears, moving forward, finding your way and most of all about love and friendship. I loved this book. 
• This is a book about growth. I loved following Katie as she worked to overcome her past. In the beginning she is a mess. Slowly as Katie spends time with her grandma and her friends, she begins to work through her fears and find her courage. It is a slow process, she fights hard, and in the end, she makes significant progress. It was a joy to watch Katie grow and evolve. 
• I adored Nan and her friends. I hope when I am an old lady, I will have a zest for life like Nan. It was so fun seeing Nan reconnect with her old friends and relive her past. I loved following the women as they created the documentary. Such a joy. 
• There is a tiny bit of romance, but like the rest of the book, it is more focused on friendship and healing. I liked seeing the old friends reconnect and find that spark again. 
• Bark is a treat. At first, he is this dog who has severe anxiety issues, but just like Katie, he learns to overcome his fears with some extra love. He was the perfect companion for Katie. 
• The book ends on a positive note that left me feeling good. I hated to let go, but I was thrilled to see how far Katie had come. This book was a joy from beginning to end.

And The Not So Much:

• Even though I was not disappointed at all that this wasn’t a romance, I wish that there had been more development with the romance. I wanted to see it unfold more. 
• I felt a bit cheated when it came to the big finale of the mermaid documentary. After all the buildup, I wanted to see it in action, but that doesn’t happen. 

Swimming for Sunlight is a delightful book. This is a book about growing, changing, overcoming fear and friendship and love. There is so much to love about this book. It is a lovely, positive feel good read that left me wanting more! Definitely read this one!

I received a copy of this book from the publisher. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

 

Review: The Outsider by Stephen King

 

 

An unspeakable crime. A confounding investigation. At a time when the King brand has never been stronger, he has delivered one of his most unsettling and compulsively readable stories.
An eleven-year-old boy’s violated corpse is found in a town park. Eyewitnesses and fingerprints point unmistakably to one of Flint City’s most popular citizens. He is Terry Maitland, Little League coach, English teacher, husband, and father of two girls. Detective Ralph Anderson, whose son Maitland once coached, orders a quick and very public arrest. Maitland has an alibi, but Anderson and the district attorney soon add DNA evidence to go with the fingerprints and witnesses. Their case seems ironclad.
As the investigation expands and horrifying answers begin to emerge, King’s propulsive story kicks into high gear, generating strong tension and almost unbearable suspense. Terry Maitland seems like a nice guy, but is he wearing another face? When the answer comes, it will shock you as only Stephen King can.

Kindle Edition, 577 pages

Published May 22nd 2018 by Scribner
Source: Library

 

 

Four and a half stars: A dark, masterful tale that will terrify and surprise you.

When the body of a young boy horribly murdered is discovered in the woods, the police want the perpetrator found immediately. When several eye witnesses come forward and positively identify one of the city’s most popular citizens: Terry Maitland, the Little League coach, the police move in for an arrest. Terry is arrested in front of the town. He swears he didn’t do it, and he has a rock solid alibi. Yet, the DNA evidence points to him. Even when a video surfaces showing Terry at the event he stated he was at, the DNA and eye witness testimony points to him. How could he be in two places at once?

What I Liked:

• Being a “Constant Reader” of Mr. King, I never fail to get sucked into his fascinating stories. I will admit, I picked this one up, and set it aside at first because the murder was gruesome and stomach turning. When I started a second time, I was hooked. The story is fascinating! Filled with every day characters that are easy to relate to, a shocking crime, a thrilling story, a head scratching puzzle, and then a terrifying supernatural turn. It was mind blowing. Loved it!
• I love how King takes his time to develop characters. He draws you from the first pages with eye witness testimony from average citizens in the small town. I appreciate how relatable all the characters are. He provides detail and back story that add depth and layers to all the characters. I enjoyed getting to know the main players, plus Holly from The Bill Hodges Trilogy makes an appearance. Holly is fantastic. I like how she thinks out of the box, and I adore her quirks. Ralph Anderson, the local detective, was a character that I liked watching evolve. He makes mistakes, he makes amends and he doesn’t quit. Mr King is a master a creating characters.
• The story is riveting. I will admit, the first few pages are rough as the murder is horrific, not for faint of heart, but once you get past that, the conundrum begins. The suspense is thick as the case against Terry Maitland builds. All signs point to Terry, but Terry swears he’s innocent. Then something huge happens that changes everything. I was shocked! Then the story began to twist and transform into something completely unexpected as a bit of supernatural comes into play. I assure you, the story is captivating. I couldn’t figure out where it was going. This one is filled with so many jaw dropping surprises and shocking turns. Well done! It took tremendous willpower not to peek at the end as I was dying to know.
• This is not your average thriller. This is a book with many layers and depth, and then a supernatural angle that you won’t see coming. Mr King throws in plenty of the creep factor in the final third of the book. Shivers....Stephen King isn’t called the master of horror for nothing.
• The ending is perfect. It concludes in a good spot. No big unanswered questions. I loved that this book kept me guessing and thinking until the finale.

And The Not So Much:

• As I mentioned, this book is not for those with weak constitutions. The opening is brutal as an absolutely heinous murder of a young boy is laid out in gory detail. I am not going to lie, it is stomach churning. So terrible that I put the book down the first go around. After you get through the initial horror, it gets better and better. Be prepared though for the gut punch at the beginning.
• I was left wondering about the final fate of the murdered boy’s father.
• I wish that things could have been different for the Maitland family. My heart ached for them.
• This is my opinion, but I felt like the big confrontation at the end was a tiny bit lacking. I thought it was almost too easy??

The Outsider is another masterpiece from the Master of Horror. King lays down another thrilling story that takes it sweet time unfolding. No one can tell a tale like Mr. King. He spends plenty of time on the small details crafting a suspenseful and thrilling tale that will have you puzzled and guessing before it takes you into the creepy supernatural territory. If you are a fan of Stephen King, this one is not to be missed.

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review.

Review: Parkland Speaks by Sarah Lerner

 

 

Featuring art and writing from the students of the Parkland tragedy, this is a raw look at the events of February 14, and a poignant representation of grief, healing, and hope. The students of Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School share their emotional journeys that began on February 14, 2018, and continue today. This revealing and unfiltered look at teens living in the wake of tragedy is a poignant representation of grief, anger, determination, healing, and hope.The intimate collection includes poetry, eyewitness accounts, letters, speeches, journal entries, drawings, and photographs from the events of February 14 and its aftermath. Full of heartbreaking loss, a rally cry for change, and hope for a safe future, these artistic pieces will inspire readers to reflect on their own lives and the importance of valuing and protecting the ones you love. 
Kindle Edition, 192 pages
Published January 22nd 2019 by Crown Books for Young Readers
Source: Library

Five stars: A must read! This is an emotional, powerful and moving book about grief, loss, heartbreak, hope and healing. 

February 14, 2018 at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School started out ordinary. The halls were bursting with balloons, stuffed animals, hearts and Valentines. Then during the final period of the day, tragedy struck when a former student opened fire in the Freshman building. Seventeen people lost their lives that day to another senseless act of gun violence. For three hours, students and teachers cowered in classrooms, texting, praying and wondering if they would be next. That day marked the end of innocence and safety. The survivors hugged, cried and wondered how they had been spared, while some their friends and teachers had not. How do you move forward after gun violence shatters your life?

• This is a book I urge everyone to read. This little book is a compilation of essays on survival, poetry, photos and real life accounts of what happened that day. It is an emotional and moving read. It made me sad, angry and hopeful. This is such a powerful read. I cried throughout as I read it. 
• I loved that this book incorporated so many different formats. I loved the unique voices and reading how differently everyone coped with the tragedy. This book put faces and voices to the victims of gun violence. 
• What struck me the most as I read this book was how desensitized we have become to school shootings. Back in 1999, I was in my mid twenties graduated from college two years prior, when the first mass shooting occurred at Columbine. I was glued to the coverage, horrified at what had happened. Twenty years later, I can only name two other schools were school shootings have occurred: Sandy Hook Elementary and now Marjory Stoneman Douglas. Yet, in twenty years there have been countless shootings to the point where they are commonplace. When is it going to stop? As the students stated in the book, “When are people going to stop sending thoughts and prayers instead of doing something?” I am terrified at the thought of my kids one day being a victim of a school shooting. I applaud these kids and their teachers for fighting for change and not letting up. I only hope that this next generation will succeed where other generations have failed. I am in awe of these brave kids!
• One of the most chilling accounts comes from one of the teachers who came face to face with the gunman as she shoved as many students to safety as she could. She then locked the door and remained huddled with her students for three hours as they listened to the gunman and the cries of the wounded and dying. If this doesn’t get to you, I don’t know what will! I was also impressed at another teacher who threw herself over the students reassuring them that the gunman would have to go through her first. Wow!
• The book isn’t all sad, there are parts where students recount their experience of going back to school as they tried to move forward and heal. Several spoke of the therapy dogs that were all over the campus for the students for the rest of the year. These dogs brought smiles and comfort to the students as they tried to forget the violence and terror. The dogs made an enormous difference. One girl even certified her own dog to be a therapy dog.
• This book brought forth such an array of emotion for me as I read. I had tears in my eyes throughout. I was shocked, horrified, sad and then impressed, hopeful and filled with love for the teachers and students of this horrendous tragedy. I think this is an important book for everyone as it a startling reality of the gun violence epidemic that is rampant in the U.S. I hope that people will read this book and that it will inspire them to help these young people push for change. Read it!

And The Not So Much:

• My only hesitation with this book is that it is not one I would recommend in ebook format. I read the Kindle version and there were several pieces that were almost impossible to read on the Kindle. The book utilizes photographs of the students actual written pieces. With the Kindle format, I wasn’t able to enlarge the pictures to read some of the writing. I found that if I fiddled with the lighting, I was eventually able to read almost all of the writings. If you are going to read this one, definitely grab a physical copy. 

Parkland Speaks was an unforgettable read. This is a book that made me cry. It is sad, emotional, horrifying and yet so powerful. I hope that everyone will read this book and that it will be a conversation starter. I also hope that it will inspire change so hopefully this will not continue to happen again and again. A huge thanks to the students and teachers at MSD High for putting this out and making their voices heard, now let’s hope someone is listening! 

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Summoned To Thirteenth Grave(Charley Davidson #13) by Darynda Jones

 

Grim Reaper Charley Davidson is back in the final installment of Darynda Jones New York Times bestselling paranormal series, Summoned to Thirteenth Grave.

Charley Davidson, Grim Reaper extraordinaire, is pissed. She's been kicked off the earthly plane for eternity which is the appropriate amount of time to make a person stark raving mad. But someones looking out for her, and she's allowed to return after a mere hundred years in exile. Is it too much to hope for that not much has changed? Apparently it is. Bummer. 

She's missed her daughter, she's missed Reyes, and Beep, but now that shes back on earth, its time to put to rest burning questions that need answers.

What happened to her mother? How did she really die? Who killed her? And are cupcakes or coffee the best medicine? It all comes to a head in an epic showdown between good and evil in this final smart and hilarious audiobook. 
Audiobook, Unabridged
Published January 15th 2019 by MacMillan Audio
Source: Publisher

 

Four and a half stars: A fitting ending to a favorite series.

Charley is in exile for eternity. It has been a hundred years since she saw the faces of those she loved, and she is certain that her friends are likely deceased. Then a miracle happens, Charley finds herself back on earth in with Reyes. Only a short amount of time has passed, but in that time a hell dimension opened up in New Mexico and it is up to Charley and Reyes to fix it before it destroys the world. In order to do that, Charley must solve a few mysteries such as what happened to her mother? Will Charley be able to save the world and her friends?

What I Liked:

• After thirteen books in the Charley Davidson Series, I probably have run out of things to say about this delightful series, so I am going to keep this review brief. This is the final book in this series and it was wonderful. I loved all the surprises, catching up with all the characters and learning some earth shattering information. This one didn’t disappoint. Once again, if you haven’t read this series, what is wrong with you?
• I was flabbergasted at the startling secrets that came forth in this one. There were some totally jaw dropping moments regarding many of the characters. I gasped in surprise a time or two. Darynda really threw out some punches with this one, and I loved all the surprises. I wouldn’t have guessed some of them in a million years!
• I adore the characters in this series. I have loved watching them grow and evolve. This book revisited all of the favorites, and many of them revealed some new information. I couldn’t get enough of the gang. I am going to miss these characters. 
• This one has lots of action, romance, danger and all that you love in a Charley book. You won’t be bored. 
• The ending was interesting to say the last. I wish I could say more, but I won’t. Most of the questions are answered, it stops in a good spot, but it left me eager for the spin off series. I really hated to say goodbye!

And The Not So Much:

• I am not going to lie, I felt this one got a little scattered and messy. There was so much going on and so many revelations that it didn’t read neatly. 
• The secondary mystery featuring a ghost boy looking to reunite with his mother and sister felt thrown in there. Then when that story line culminates it isn’t finished off, I was left wondering about why the boy and his mother ended up where they did. This part of the story missed the mark. 
• There has been all this buildup over the last few books about Beep saving the world and an impending war. That is left unfinished to be continued in the next series, which is a disappointment considering all the time invested in that story line, still I have something to look forward to. 

Summoned To Thirteenth Grave is a fitting end to a fantastic series. I loved the journey, the characters, the story and all the laughs. Big props to Darynda Jones for creating such enjoyable characters. Even though I am remiss to say goodbye, I am eager to see what happens in the next series. If you are looking for an entertaining UF series, this is one to read! 

I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review.

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Audiobook Review: Phoenix Unbound (Fallen Empire #1) by Grace Draven, Katharine McEwan (Narrator)

 

Every year, each village is required to send a young woman to the Empire's capital--her fate to be burned alive for the entertainment of the masses. For the last five years, one small village's tithe has been the same woman. Gilene's sacrifice protects all the other young women of her village, and her secret to staying alive lies with the magic only she possesses. But this year is different.

Azarion, the Empire's most famous gladiator, has somehow seen through her illusion--and is set on blackmailing Gilene into using her abilities to help him escape his life of slavery. Unknown to Gilene, he also wants to reclaim the birthright of his clan. To protect her family and village, she will abandon everything to return to the Empire--and burn once more
Audible Audio, Unabridged audio (14 Hours, 3 Minutes)
Published September 25th 2018 by Penguin Audio
Source: Publisher

 

Five stars: An epic, brutal and powerful book with an unforgettable romance. 

Gilene utters a silent prayer, even though she doesn’t believe in the gods. She wants desperately for the gladius prime, Azarion, not to see her. Azarion stops before her and lifts her head. He not only sees her, but he sees beneath her glamour. He knows her secret. Gilene is a powerful fire witch. It is her burden in life to be sent each year to the Empire capital with hundreds of other women to be burned alive in the annual Rite of Spring. Gilene’s ability to wield fire is a well guarded secret. Once in the pit, she can provide the women a quick death before escaping unseen. Except one has seen her, Azarion the powerful gladiator who needs her to help him win back is birthright. Will Gilene help restore Azarion?

What I Liked:

• WOW! What a ride. To be perfectly honesty, I almost set this one aside after the first chapter because it was so dark, brutal and depressing. I am so glad I stuck with it because this turned out to be an amazing read. I loved the story, the characters and most of all the epic romance. This is a thrilling tale, not to be missed. 
• I think one of my most favorite aspects, aside from the romance, with this one was the tremendous character growth. In the beginning, Gilene is miserable, sad and alone but she is resolute in her role as the fire witch, forced to burn each and every year to protect the other women in her village. She has given up on life. After she meets Azarion, she begins a slow transformation. It was such a joy to watch her find her place, her power and finally take a chance on her own happiness. She becomes a formidable force to be reckoned with, and I loved watching her succeed. I also loved her altruistic nature and her resolute determination to those she loved. Azarion was also fun to watch transform. In the beginning, he is a gladiator forced to serve the cruel demands of the Empress. He has been beaten, battered and sexually assaulted but he never lost his will to survive. After he meets Gilene, he begins to see things differently and he becomes more kind, more caring and considerate. It was a thrill to see him succeed! 
• The romance is the best kind. It is one that takes a long time to grow. It starts under dire circumstances, and in fact, the two are enemies. Over time, a hesitant understanding is agreed upon, and then friendship, and then finally it becomes so much more. I was breathless with this one. It is beautiful and heartbreaking and everything you could want. 
• The story is one that grabs a hold and digs in, it is reminiscent of the Roman Empire during the gladiator era. There is hardly a slow moment in this one to catch your breath. This one is brutal and terrifying, full of action and danger. I want so much to tell you all about it, but I can’t you need to experience it for yourself. There is magic, revenge, hard fought battles, victories, and heart pounding moments that will leave you on the edge of your seat. This was one heck of a ride. Loved it!
• The ending was absolute perfection. It was everything I hoped for and more. It was amazing! 
• I listened to the audiobook version narrated by Katharine McEwan. I thought Ms. McEwan was outstanding. Her voices were excellent. 

And The Not So Much:

• This one is not for the faint of heart. As I mentioned, it can be dark and brutal. The opening chapters are not the easiest to get through as there are mentions of rape, brutal violence, burnings and many other cruel behaviors. Nothing is too over the top or gory and the author spares the darkest details. 
• I was perplexed by the whole thing with the gods and goddesses especially at the end. I want to know more about the goddess of the fire and her hand maidens. I am hopeful for more in the next book. 
• I was most curious about Azarion’s sister, especially when it came to her romantic relationship, I wish this part of the story was expanded upon.

Phoenix Unbound is a book that amazed me. This is a brilliantly written book with outstanding characters and an unforgettable romance. Beware though, this one is violent and dark at times, but well worth the journey. I couldn’t get enough. I am even more thrilled to learn that a sequel is coming. I can’t wait! Don’t miss this one. 

I received a copy of this book from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review. 

Audiobook Review: The Reckoning by John Grisham, Michael Beck (Narrator )

 

New York Times bestselling author John Grisham returns to Clanton, Mississippi, to tell the story of an unthinkable murder and the bizarre trial that follows it, in this powerful new legal thriller.

Pete Banning was Clanton's favorite son, a returning war hero, the patriarch of a prominent family, a farmer, father, neighbor, and a faithful member of the Methodist church. Then one cool October morning in 1946. he rose early, drove into town, walked into the Church, and calmly shot and killed the Reverend Dexter Bell. As if the murder wasn't shocking enough, it was even more baffling that Pete's only statement about it--to the sheriff, to his defense attorney, to the judge, to his family and friends, and to the people of Clanton--was "I have nothing to say." And so the murder of the esteemed Reverend Bell became the most mysterious and unforgettable crime Ford County had ever known. 
Audiobook, Unabridged
Published October 23rd 2018 by Random House
Source: Library

 

Four and a half stars: A powerful, heartbreaking read that will leave you heartbroken and stunned. 

One morning in October 1946, Pete Banning, a war hero and favorite son of Clanton Mississippi, goes through his day with murder on his mind. After his affairs are in order, Pete drives to town where he confronts the Methodist Minster and shoots him point blank. Pete is arrested and tried for gruesome crime, but he refuses to tell why he did it. He doesn’t even put up a fight. He claims he did what needed to be done and he has nothing more to say. As Pete is put on trial for murder, his sister, son and daughter are reeling from the tragedy as they search for answers. What drove their dad to murder? Will they ever find out the truth, or will Pete take his secrets to his grave?

What I Liked:

• WOW! This was an emotional and riveting read. I couldn’t put it down. It is fascinating, terrifying, appalling and full of heartbreak. Once I read to the shocking conclusion, I was stunned. This is a book that will stick with me for a long time. 
• I liked that this book takes place in 1946. The majority of the book is set in rural Mississippi where Jim Crow laws and prejudice run rampant. It was fascinating to get a snippet of what life was like during this time period, especially when it came to trial procedure and court matters. 
• Part of the book goes over what Pete endured as a Japanese prisoner of war. This part of the novel was tough to read. Parts of it are horrifying, gruesome and tragic, but I had to read on because I had to understand what many Americans suffered through during the war. Even though this section of the book was tough going, I am glad that I read it as I learned so much about World War II that I didn’t know. 
• The suspense in the story is thick. Everyone keeps asking why Pete committed the murder, and then there is the situation with Pete’s wife who was placed in a mental institution a couple of months before the murder. Did something happen between Pete’s wife and the preacher? I was completely invested in the story line surrounding the murder and the motive.
• I started the book not liking Pete as I wasn’t sympathetic to a man who premeditates and follows through with murder. I couldn’t fathom why he would destroy the lives of his children, but then when Pete’s brutal past comes out, my heart ached for him. He was one tough man. I admired his strength and courage, and wished things were different for him.
• The book culminates with an unforgettable conclusion. As the suspense mounted and the pieces started to fit into place, I thought I had it figured out, but then there is a stunning twist that I never saw coming. The ending is heartbreaking and unforgettable, I will be thinking on it for days and weeks to come. 
• I listened to the audiobook version narrated by Michael Beck. This is my first time listening to Mr. Beck, and I thought his narration was superb. His voices were amazing, I thought he did a fantastic job. 

And The Not So Much:

• I was invested in the story right up until the final third of the book where the pacing started to drag. This part of the story involves the fight over Pete’s land and the countless appeals. I didn’t care that much about this part of the book, it got too lengthy. 
• I am not going to lie, parts of this book are brutal. The entire section on Pete’s time in the war is not for the faint of heart. It is disturbing and tough to read. 
• The story ends abruptly and I was left wondering about the fate of Pete’s longtime housekeeper and her husband as well as his children. I wish there had been an Epilogue, something to ease the sting of the dramatic ending. 

The Reckoning is a book I am finding hard to review. This was a book that swept me up with its captivating and sorrowful story. The story is shockingly sad, and parts of it are gruesome and tough to take. Mr. Grisham proves why he is a masterful story teller with this one. I was glued to the pages, right up to the shocking finale. I will be thinking on this book for a long time to come.

I borrowed a copy of this book from the library. All opinions are my own, and I was not compensated for this review.